not havin the best of times... shyts really starting to suck, i'm getting fatter, i'm falling behind in school and i seem to be losing my friends...


i don't think i've changed much but i dunno, it seems like noone likes me anymore..... it's frustrating to have your friend call you to tel you everyone thinkins im rude and mean to her other friends at a birthday party..

wat?

no.. i don't think so.. but whatever, they told me it wasn't a big deal so why am i feaked over it? Why should i cry over it? i dunno but it sucks...

even at school now, noone wants to talk to me or listen to me i dunno it's weird.... i only have like 3 friends... maybe i dunno...

maybe it is me, i can get mad easily but i don't think i am rude... :/

i guess i'm just lonely.. but whatever....

my tsunami is finished but now i have to "scan" "upload" and perfect them... most are just lineart, but i like that... if i had my good comp they would look cooler.... soooooooo yeah... whatever i guess....

it's getting colder out so i don't think i'm going to getting to the library as much... which means i'm not gonna be on as often...

sorry guys... nothing personal, but i can't ride my bike in the snow, and it gets dark early to walk... so yeah... i'm milking walks out of my big bro... so... yeah....

life's suckin for me but hey.. i'm used to it... til next time i guess....